Mmm hopefully nice people don't always finish last

Interesting predicament... and I'm not so sure how I'm suppose to feel. Recently, my team at work went down from 5 people to 2, so now it is just myself and my boss and one of the ACDs is also gone. I also recently found out my boss (the one that is still here) had a falling out with the ACD that just left - and I think she's quite content that he is gone. The other ACD had arranged for a party at Remy's tonight for the ACD that left and surprise surprise my boss is left off the guest list. But so am I? What gives? The ACD that is still here, I feel likes me very much, she is always asking me to do things for her and she even says she trusts me and that I'm great. So what's the deal? Seriously. I hope it is not as shallow as my boss. Because if it is... well... looks like I need to find another industry to love because this one is getting a little too shallow for me. It's kind of upsetting... I'm not sure how to handle it, and I've tried to bring it up with my boss but that's really going no where and she's just avoiding. Oh well, whatever.

It's just that.. this ACD that is still here, I've done SOO much for her and even stuff I didn't need to do. I'm almost to the point of ridiculously nice to her and I don't even need to be. I'm helpful, I listen to her and not to mention, I just.... ya, I don't get it. And it makes me feel all the effort I put in to help her out is complete and utter crap. Seriously. Crap. So am I suppose to keep being so helpful and nice to her? Probably... but you can sure bet that everytime I am nice to her, in the back of my mind, I will be weary. I hate when people make me feel so down on life and on others. I hate that I need to always be cautious of things like that.

Ok that's my rant.. that's it... that was my 5 mins to wallow and now I'm discarding and proceeding.

-A